My Kaname x Zero fanfiction, chapter 2

author: Shiroi_san
title: Mistaken
summary: Zero Kiryuu's life got totally messed up as he sees his classmates dead, killed by Shiki Senri. So the boy decides to take revenge and wounds all the Night Class vampires. Except Kaname. But what if it was all fake, a plot made by a famous vampire and the school's chairman?
warnings: violence, blood, yaoi
rating: mature I guess...i suck at these ratings



 

Wet, ripped sakura petals were lying all over the campus yard. The sky was clouded and it was raining. The day looked like an ordinary Thursday morning in October. Last week had been innocently pink and heavenly, or at least the beginning of the week. That week Kaname Kuran had taken his virginity, and told Zero that he loved him. But every fairytale has its end. And Zero's fairytale ended with that tragic incident when Ruka died. Zero still hadn't gotten over the fact that he had killed Ruka, and was probably never gonna come over it. And Kaname...Kaname...he had estabilished the fact that he could never see the man he loved the most. So actually there was no Zero anymore. His soul had been shattered in pieces a his heart had bled until tere was no blood left.

"You're no good to anything...or anyone." Those cold words were still tormenting his fragile and broken soul, teaing even more wounds open. The poor boy was dwelling in self-pity and sorrow, blaming himself about everything. He sat on his bed, staring at the lonely rain. The weather really demonstrated what he felt at that moment. He hadn't eaten almost enything in a week, he hadn't spoken to anyone, or actually let anyone see him. Almost one week had passed."Why...why did it need to happen? Why did I let down my friend? Why am I so damn stupid...why...w-why.." Zero was really close to tears, and when he couldn't resist anymore, salty tears began to flow down the silver haired boy's face. He let his head fall down, and let himself sob. Zero felt even worse now, the tears embarassed him and made him feel really weak. He couldn't be weak now, he had to apologise and finally face Kaname. But he couldn't...Zero couldn't bear to see his loved one anymore. He still loved Kaname more than anything and the love for the pureblood wasn't fading away, probably never would.
"..Kaname....I..still....love you." He softly spoke those words for himself, and silently wishing that the pureblood could hear those words. That wasn't likely happen, so Zero let himself fall into a restless slumber. The hunter hadn't been sleeping in several days, and his body was screaming for rest. Not until now the boy wasn't even able to lay down on his bed. Now, maybe those four words calmed Zero down even though his lover wasn't there to hear them.

Fear. Kaname Kuran's eyes looked really scary while he was looking, actually glaring at Chairman Kaien Cross. Kaien felt his breath tense and he backed a few steps. What had he done again...and this early?"Kuran...umm...don't you think that this is invading a person's personal space?" The pureblood was now standing a few millimeters from the stuttering chairman. But he didn't seem like he was listening since he placed his hands on the other man's throat, strangling him. Kaien'd eyes widened in fear and he tried helplessly to get himself free, but the pureblood was way more powerful."..D-don't..k..ill...me..be..fore..y-you...have...told..me..w-why...you...kill..me.." He looked at the vampire with a pleading look. He didn't want to die...not here in the "arms" of the pureblood."Hmph." Kuran glared at him and let the chairman go. He turned around to leave, but was surprised to find that someone grabbed his arms. He saw Cross standing there with a dissapointed look on his face, and the red marks on his throat basically glowing.

"What makes you think that you can just burst in here and for heaven's sake strangle me?! I know you're confused, but you've got no right to kill me without even telling me what I did wrong!!" Kaname sighed, there was no way he could leave the buolding without telling the chairman why he had almost strangled him. "I'm sorry about that. It's just that I'm so..confused right now. I'm so worried about Zero because I lov-" His eyes widened when he understood what he was blabbering about. Of course the chairman knew that Kaname felt something really special towards the young boy, but Kaname had actually never said that it was love or that he loved Zero. Quickly, he left the room before Kaien had the time to say anything at all. Left alone in his room, Kaied smiled weakly. "Well...at least it's confirmed that he is capable of saving Zero..."

"Kuran-sama! I have some special news for you!" Kaname heard Aido's voice behind him and turned around. The blonde boy looked exhausted, but his cheeks and eyes were glowing for the first time since the incident. He was dragging Shiki behind him and the brown haired boy couldn't help but grin. Aido was Aido, no matter what happened. "Oh..Aido-kun. What might this special news be?" The pureblood didn't expect anything very nice, maybe just something that Kain had been eating for the first time or so. But news were always something that he listened to."Well..we were at the hospital today, checking on Takuma and so. And..and then!! We saw that Yuuki had gotten off hospital and was checking out. Aren't these great news?! Yuuki is fine..and she is completely uninjured." Aido flashed the pureblood a childishly cute and innocent smile, and Kuran couldn't help but smile back at him. Of course he knew that Yuuki was gonna be just fine, but he didn't expect the girl to check out so soon. "I see. Great news indeed. I'll head right to the head quarters then, to greet her. Farewell~" The two other vampires bowed, and Kaname lft their presence.

The head quarters weren't very far away, since he just came from there. But he didn't really know if he wanted to return there. Zero's room was there too..and really close to Yuuki's room. "I see..you returned, Kaname-sama. Was there somethign left to say?" Kaien Cross chuckled at the pureblood, but his expression went serious after that. "I assume that you're here because of Yuuki. She is in her room..." Kaname felt his heart skip a beat. No way, had something happened to the girl after all. This couldn't really be happening."I see..thank you." The pureblood rushed out of the room, and to the long ail to Yuuki's room. He knocked, and while waiting for her responce, he couldn't help but look at Zero's door. The pureblood sighed as he remembered all the memories he had with Zero...and which were now wasted. He wanted to burst into Zero's room and just show Zero that he still cared about the boy. But Kain had said that Zero hadn't let anyone inside his room and if the pureblood would just burst in, god knows what would happen.

Suddenly Yuuki's door opened and before Kaname knew, the girl was pressed against his chest. Crying."Yuuki...what is wrong?" Kaname had picked her up and they were now lying on her bed, Yuuki in his embrace. She looked at him, with a pained look and tears tingling in her eyes."..Zero. He is what is wrong..." Kaname sighed and hugged the girl. It was some kinda mutual understanding: she knew exactly how he felt about the whole incident with Zero, and he knew how much Zero really meant to the girl. Those two were really good friends, and Yuuki felt lonely without the silver haired boy.

"He just locks himself inside his room, thinking that no one cares about him. I...I don't know how to help him...and I really don't blame him of shooting at me. It's probably even worse for you...I'm so sorry." She smiled a pained smile, and gently touched the pureblood's cheek. She could feel some tears running down Kaname's cheeks. She was surprised. Kaname Kuran, THE Kaname Kuran never showed any weakness, and because he was now crying, it was a sign that Zero really meant the world for Kaname. Yuuki was crying too, and the two curled closer to each other. Maybe they coul share their pain and feel a bit more better."Shh...Kaname...you'll survive this...and me too. Just go and see him already...he needs you." Kaname looked at her once again. Her eyes told him that she wasn't lying even though Kaname wasn't sure if the hunter still loved him. He placed a gentle kiss on her forehead and smiled."I'll try my best, Yuuki."

It took all the strength and willpower to knock on Zero's door. There was no responce. He tried again, and nothing happened. He sighed, now he had to talk to the boy."Zero...I know you are in there. Please open up." Kaname could hear a deep sigh and a depressed growl coming from the inside of the room. Someone walked to the room and carefully opened the door. Kaname's heart skipped a beat as he saw the strained and weak boy. He looked like a ghost. But the pureblood couldn't let it distract him, he got inside the room and locked the door."You locked the door...you must be planning on committing a murder." Zero couldn't even bear to look at his lover, his back was facing the darkhaired pureblood. The sorrow and anger were growing, and by every second the atmosphere grew worse and worse. What if Kaname would kill him? Or say something nasty and cold again. Zero knew that he couldn't bear that kinda treatment, so all he could do was remain silent and not face the pureblood.

Kaname felt his blood rush. How dared the boy turn his back towards the pureblood? Why didn't the idiot let him explain..why didn't Zero let him close anymore? Kaname knew that he was guilty for all this, but his selfish heart blamed the poor boy for all this. Zero could've at least opened up, and at least tell the pureblood what hurt him. Kaname stepped closer to the boy, curling his arms around Zero's hips."Could you let me explain...dearest." He whispered the words secuctively into Zero's ear. The boy shivered a bit, but didn't respond. Kaname continued, "You won't like this...I know. But I have to tell you the truth. It's about last week's incident, I bet you knew that already. But you see..that whole incident was made up. And all the victims, they are--" Zero turned around, shaking himself free."What do you mean made up?! I KILLED THEM!! DO YOU UNDERSTAND THAT?!!YOU CAN'T BRING BACK THE DEAD!!!!" Zero's voice broke down in the end and tears began to roll down his cheeks. "Zero...Zero..that was all made up. Please believe me when I say that no one died...everyone is outta the hospital, and Yuuki is fine, though worried about you. I made it all up. I know that you have a hard time believing why I did such a thing....but the reason was really selfish." Zero looked at Kaname and let the pureblood pick him up and place him on his bed.

The boy looked confused, but it seemed like Zero believed what Kaname was saying. Kaname smiled at him and embraced the silver haired boy."I did it because I had to know if you loved me...I had told you that I loved you...but you didn't wanna answer me. So I went to see Kaien and we made a plan...which really went overboard. Actually the plan was worthless because it didn't make you confess to me." Kaname chuckled a bit and held Zero in his arms. The boy's expression had softened and Kaname could see confusion and a little smile. Zero would understand someday, maybe not now but later. "Kaname...I believe you." That was all Zero could say. He didn't know wether to tell or not to tell the pureblood about his love towars the other, but he knew that eventually he'd have to tell Kaname. Those two held onto each other the whole night, sharing each others pains. Kaname made sure that Zero really believed what he had said. Zero was dazed and couldn't think about it, he just embraced the pureblood and cried silently against his lovers chest. The poor boy had no idea that Kaname had lied to him. Not all was lies....but Kaname lied to him about Ruka's death. The pureblood knew that Zero would eventually find out, and that their relationship would be over then.

Blah..so boring. Really, I'm so damned bored. This Tuesday is just a normal, boring November day. Here in Finland it's pretty cold outside and I'm kinda freezing here even though I'm inside the house. And gosh the homework...will have to waste my time doing some crappy Maths homework or something...but maybe I can carry on until December and my well deserved holiday. : D
And on the 22nd of December I'm gonna pack up and take the earliest train to Oulu. I'm gonna have the absolutely best birthday ever, and I'll be spending it with my Nuudelikauha-Taichou and Tiskiharja-fukutaichou among others. (and yes, a BIG fat inside joke x'D)
And I miss them a lot...haven't seen them since Tsukicon (a con in Helsinki...hm..maybe something 5-6 weeks ago) or something. Ah Tsukicon was great, I had lotsa fun hanging around with my cosplay friends and so.

So well..I'm really waiting for Tracon. Can't wait to get there and wear my Honey-senpai outfit. Gosh, I haven't even started to sew the damn thing and I'm positive that I'll lose my life while sewing that blue jacket. It is such a pain...and I'm supposed to do the plushie Usa-chan too...nooo...this is just wrong. Though I can't back away now..lotsa people would strangle me or sure if I'd show up in some other outfit. Oumigawd...I'm so dead again x______x.

 This is my new fanfic, it's a Vampire Knight fic and the main pairing is KanameZero.

author: Shiroi_san
title: Mistaken
summary: Zero Kiryuu's life got totally messed up as he sees his classmates dead, killed by Shiki Senri. So the boy decides to take revenge and wounds all the Night Class vampires. Except Kaname. But what if it was all fake, a plot made by a famous vampire and the school's chairman?
warnings: violence, blood, yaoi
rating: mature I guess...i suck at these ratings

”You're no good to anyone.” Those few words were enough to tear one boy's worlds apart. Kaname Kuran's deep, chocolate brown eyes were staring at the boy, ready to murder him with his gaze. But the hate in his eyes didn't kill Zero, no, but Zero wished that he would die. Because life without Kaname was worse than death. He looked at Kaname once again, pleading.

”Please...kill me.” The man just sighed, looking dead serious.

”I can't do it...even though I hate you more than anything now. So I'm not capable of killing you. Even though I'd love to stab you right now, see your damned blood fall and cover you.” Kaname's voice was bitter and angry, very angry. He turned around, Kaname couldn't even look at the person lying on the ground. Broken.

”You deserve all of it, remember that.” Kaname took a deep breath and walked away. Even though he would've never admitted it, leaving the boy so broken lying on the ground affected him too. But some things were supposed to happen.

White walls, white windows and light sunshine, that's what Zero saw when he opened his eyes. The whole world was white, so pure that Zero was blinded for a second. ”I'm not this pure...my soul is probably black after yesterday. I'm such a bad person.” Zero sighed, life was definetly his enemy right now, not to mention himself. He remembered last night so clearly, when Kaname told him he hated Zero more than anything and almost cursed the boy. But Zero understood why the pureblood was so mad at him, and had sworn to kill Zero. That's because...because.. The truth hurt Zero so much, the fact that almost all of the Night Class vampires had been killed....and Yuuki. That had been a mistake, he had never meant to kill Yuuki. It had just happened.

”No Zero! You mustn't kill them..don't kill the Night Class vampires! What bad did they ever do to yo--” Yuuki was cut off by Zero, who violently tossed her off his way.

”You can never understand it! These..these bastards killed almost everyone in the Day class..when I went there this morning to class...I saw all of my classmates lying dead on the ground, covered in blood and their eyes ripped of. It was so horrible to see that..and my master, my master was dead too, stabbed right in the throat. I was so shocked, and then I saw this vampire who was wearing Night Class uniform, sitting on the teacher's desk and laughing, laughing this evil laughter. And he wounded me too.” Zero pointed his weapon, Bloody Rose to Senri. ”It was him, who did this.” Takuma, who was standing beside Senri looked shocked. ”No, this is a mistake! Senri did NOT do this! Kiriyu..believe me..he is innocen--” Zero glared at Takuma and was now pointing at Takuma with his gun. ”One more word and I'll shoot you dead.” Takuma looked scared. ”But Zero..”

”I told you..one word and I'll shoot you.” Smirking a bit Zero shot. Takuma's eyes widened as he fell backwards, to Senri's embrace. The boy was dead at the moment when Senri put his hands around his friend. ”Takuma! Takuma!!!!” Tears were falling down his face. ”Why, why did you do this Zero?!”

”What is happening here!?” Zero heard a familiar voice from behind. It was no one but Kaname Kuran, the leader of Night Class vampires, a pureblood and on top of all Zero's lover. Zero turned around to look at the man. Kaname looked really concerned and mad.

”Zero, did you do all of this?” His voice was still soft and caring. Zero looked him right in the eyes, trying to deny that he was the murderer of seven vampires. And he was still holding Bloody Rose in his hands, pointing the gun at Ruka's dead body.

”So she was your last victim, ex-human?I see.”Kaname's voice was cold and he stared at Zero with sadness in his eyes. ”Dearest one, why did you do it....” Kaname looked down, sighing deeply. It was the worst thing ever, that his lover was the one who murdered all there vampires.

”Kaname..I...I don't know. The day class was murdeder today...and I saw with my own eyes, that Senri murdered all those classmates...and my master even.” A single tear was rolling down Zero's cheek.

”But why did you have to kill all the vampires? I can't understand you.”

”Maybe they were in the same game, plotting to kill the humans in Day Class. Maybe--”

”ZERO! That's the most stupid thing ever! You couldn't seriously believe that! I can't help but claim you as a murderer! I can't believe you!!!!!You're so stupid.!!” Kaname was at his breakin point.

”But Kaname, you'll gonna have to believe me...I..”
”SHUT UP!” Kaname glared at the boy.

”You're no good to anything...or anyone.”

Zero regretted last night so much. His mind was definetly not clear, and he had let his emotions rule himself, which made him kill. He had actually nothing against vampires, even though he always claimed that he had. Now after Shizuka Hiou, the vampire Zero hated wholeheartedly, was now dead and Zero didn't feel rage anymore. But when he had seen the dead classmates, something had really snapped in his mind. And now the boy understood that he ahd done something what could never be changed. He had killed six vampires...and Yuuki, his best friend. The friend he never wanted to lose, was now dead, killed by his own hands. That hurt almost more than the fact that Kaname had left him too, and hated Zero with passion. ”Too many thoughts..I gotta get some more sleep..maybe I'll understand things better when I've got more energy.”Zero let himself fall into a peaceful slumber, where these painful memories didn't haunt him.

”Kaname-sama, you have a guest.” Kaname Kuran turned to look at Seiren who stood by the door with a familiar person to him.

”You may leave now, Seiren and thank you for the help.” Seiren bowed to him and left the room.

”So, Chairman Cross, what business might you have with me?” Kaname looked calmly at the obviously angry man. The chairman glared at him and sat down on a chair, facing Kaname.

”You should know why I came, and for who's sake I did it. Zero's of course. Our plan is going totally wrong. He was never supposed to kill anyone!” Kaname sighed.

”I know..yesterday was just supposed to be a test. So what are we gonna do about the fact that Ruka is really dead?”

”I don't know...and it was enough bad that Takuma was really close to dying and Senri suffered much, when he thought that his precious Takuma had died. He is still crying at the dorms. Kuran, what did we actually think when we set up this thing....all the Day Class students were forced to lose their memories about yesterday and play that they were murdered! That's pretty cruel too...not to mention that Kain has lost his will to live since Ruka's death. Aido, Rima, Takuma, Senri and Kain are in the hospital. And Yuuki, my dear daughter got her arm injured, but thank goodness she is otherwise ok. We should be put in jail for this!” Kaien (Chairman) Cross was really out of his mind and regretted his and Kaname's plan.

”For once in my life I don't know what to do...Zero..I hurt the person I love so much...just for my own selfishess...to see if he really had feelings at all...he was always so cold to me, even in the middle of the night, when I curled my hands around him, he wouldn't react. I really have to go and apologise to everyone and tell them the truth. Kaien..it wasn't your fault, it was mine. Please excuse me.” Kaname stood up and walked towards the door.

”Hey, remember that you're really not guilty alone...I was along planning this, and Yagari too...We'll survive this, even though we're gonna have to escape from the mad Kain.” Kaien let out a nervous and sarcastic laughter. But Kaname didn't even turn around to reply to him. Kaname was hurt enough.

Meanwhile Zero had woken up. Even though his body was more healthy now and the sun was shining brightly outside, Zero felt really bad and was almost suicidal. Actually he had been pondering on that choice..suicide would ease his pain and his guilty about the murders he had committed last night. And it would defiently separate him from Kaname Kuran, the man he loved, but who hated him. So Zero found him several times grabbing Bloody Rose, and pointing the gun at himself, tempting to kill himself. But in the end he couldn't. Something kept him from not doing it..maybe it was his conscious, which claimed him that life was still worth living. Or it could also be that he couldn't separate himself from the man he loved...even though he would always only receive glares and nasty words from his lover. Either ways Zero put his Bloody Rose away, and swore to himself that no one else but Kaname could ever kill him.

The hospital looked very cold and disgusting with its dirty, grey walls. But Kaname forced himself to enter the disgusting building. He did it because of the fellow vampires, who trusted him and looked up to him. ”Though that will soon end.”

When Kaname entered the room, where the vampires were kept, he felt his pulse rise and he felt really nervous. Though it was pretty obvious, because he was actually the one behind Ruka's death, even if he didn't intend to kill the woman. She had been annoying, yes, and too much in love with Kaname, but that was no reason to kill her. But the truth was that Ruka was dead and he was involved in it and Ruka's comrades deserved to know. Kaname looked around in the room, and everyone in the room greeted him.

”Good afternoon, Night Class members. How are you feeling now?” Kaname started with the polite talk, because it was easier than to just calmly inform about Ruka's death.

”I feel pretty fine, though this broken leg is of course painful. But I'm happy that I didn't got worse injured in Kiryuu's murder scene.” Kaname could hear sarcasm in Aido's voice, but he decided not to yell at the injured boy.

”How about you, Rima and Senri? I can see that Takuma is still in such a condition, that he isn't even awake.”

”Hmm...we are fine, I guess. But I'm worried about Takuma..” Senri had concern in his voice as he looked at his injured friend.

”He'll be fine, Senri-kun. I see that Kain isn't here...but I've just gotta inform him later. Well, I have some serious news to you. Yesterday....that attack Kiryuu-kun made. We'll gonna have to discuss about that.”

Fresh air felt good. It was actually the only good thing in Zero's life at the moment. He closed his eyes and let the wind gently caress his pale face. It felt almost heavenly. If he only could've been a bird, and fly away from the room, where Zero no more could stay. His room just brought him memories about him and Yuuki, and him and Kaname. Zero blushed as he thought about those nights spend with Kaname. The first time happened in Zero's room, and on his bed Kaname made love to him the first time. But Zero couldn't think about those memories...thoughts of Kaname hurt him way too much. He had to leave this place.

Zero stared at the Bloody Rose. He pondered, if the gun should be left back here, or should he carry it with him. If he left the gun here, he could get attacked outside the Cross Academy and killed, because he was a vampire hunter. But if he took Bloody Rose with him, he could easily break his promise not to kill himself. And that would be even worse than to be killed by some bloodthirsty level E vampire. So Zero decided to leave Bloody Rose on the table.

”I wish that Kaname would come here and take that weapon..because no one else is allowed to touch that weapon. Yuuki was once allowed, but not anymore. Only the person I love can ever touch Bloody Rose....” With those thoughts in his mind, Zero left his room for the last time.

”Yes, so....this might be hard for you to accept, but the attack yesterday was plotted. Zero-kun was actually tricked to believe that his classmates were killed by you, Senri, which obviouly was only made up. So..none of you were actually gonna get hurt..or...killed. Do you already know about Ruka?” Everyone shook their heads.

”Well...Zero-kun actually shot Ruka-san badly and she...she...is dead. And what you will hate me for the rest of your lives, is that it was plotted by me. Me and my selfish intentions.” Kaname looked at his friends a second and turned around.

”I'm so sorry....” he whispered the last words and rushed out from the door.

Dazed...all the four vampires, who were awake, were shocked and dazed. How could it be true that Kaname-sama was behind all these injuries and even...Rukas death. Ruka was dead...it was a shock too. No one in the room had ever known Ruka well, but they were all really sad about her death.

”How...how will Kain ever survive this?” Aido's words were only a whisper, but everyone heard them clearly. No one knew the answer. Aido's face was suddenly filled with tears. He cried, let all the sorrow come out, and everyone else listened.

”I don't know...but you should go and see him when you get better....you at least...are in love with him.” Senri looked at Aido and smiled at him sadly. ”This time I don't know if everything will be alright.”

Kaien Cross looked outside through the large window in Kaname's room. He was still there, thinking about everything what had happened. Suddenly something caught his interest. One man was walking down the road, a few things gathered in his hands, a sad look on his face. It was Zero Kiryuu. Kaien watched the heartbroken boy walk and wondered, where he was gonna go. He knew for certain that the boy was leaving his room. And Kaien understood completely.

”Poor boy..he is so broken and bears such guilt. Because of us...” Kaien felt guilt and sadness, but soon he saw another person, who he knew, running down the same path as Zero was walking. The man was Kaname. His face was sad and guilty, totally broken. And he ran by Zero, obviousl noticing him...but the boy didn't see anything. And that made Kaname's face even more sad. Kaien shook his head. Things were even more complicated now, and everyone felt hurt. Soon Kaname and he had to visit Kain, and eventually talk to Zero....

Right now it seemed like everything was over, so screwed up. Kaname turned around to look at his lover once again. He saw the hanging head and heard the sighs. He felt the urge to run to the boy and caress and kiss him like there was no tomorrow. But he couldn't. All things were messed up. Too badly.

(end of chapter 1.)

Guess it' s been a while since i wrote here last. Yep..the last entry was in September. After that...well..I forgot to even log in! (I know, it sounds silly!!) But I' m back now..with a brand new layout (which is simple, but I still knida like it ^^).

So, about today. The day started like every other school day..except that it was even harder to wake up than usually..because in Finland, we had our winter holiday last week. And it was just too wonderful to be true. *sigh* in a way it was a dream only..and now it was time to wake up to the harsh reality. School....

After all, the day wasn' t that bad. We had music (yep, I totally LOVE music! <3<3) and it was a great way to start a day. It made me feel good, and gave me some power to survive...well...the next lesson was chemistry...yuck. :P

But I won' t blabber about school anymore....it was just the start of my day. After school I headed home, grabbed something to eat, I was in a rush..even though I had 1 and half hour before I had to go, and got all lazy (XD). Made my nails...wooo..they became red and black. And still had time to sing along with my copy of SMILE (by Laruku <3). Ready Steady Go really rocks my socks X''D. And not to speak of Hitomi no Jyunin (= Living in your eyes..romantic, aint it? <3)..ohh I' m just too much in love with that song...and SONG VOICE...I could go on and on for hours squealing about Hydes song voice. But I do that all too much with my online friend, Miya-chan. So, I' ll continue. ^^

I had to run the last part, before I got to the school. And it was really cold, too. My legs froze, because I was wearing a skirt, pretty short one too. Me and my stupid ideas..to wear a skirt in the middle on winter....in Finland?!!! But anyways, I survived and came in time. :)
I was in school, because I' m a part of a play. Though my part won' t probably be a big one, just a choir girl. He he...not in the spotlight. XD. Though it would' ve been great to sing a solo. In front of the public. Wow, it' s amazing to sing.

We sat there, planning just everything, and it took about 3 h. And 1 and 1/2 hour after that, when the dad of my friend...well..he started a conversation with the others....and that kinda took time. So me and my friend just went to do something else.

Now it' s 22. 29 p. m.......^^;.....kinda late, I guess? : D

Hei.....päätin nyt sitten kirjoittaa ekan kerran tänne...:)

Voisin nyt kertoo itestäni: oon lyhyt, ensinnäkin ja nopeasti suuttuva yaoi-fani. Ja ehkä vähän heikko luonteeltaan, koukkuunnun nopeasti. Mutta siinä se.